JOHN MAHONEY
November 6th, 2013

HELLO EVERY ONE , BELOW YOU WILL FIND A SUMMARY OF MY FIRST MONTH AFTER MY JOURNEY TO WEST VIRGINIA FOR MY MICRO ACUPUNCTURE NEEDLE TREATMENT WITH DOCTOR PER OTTE ( OTTA ).

I WANT YOU ALL TO KNOW WHAT I AM WRITING TO YOU ALL ABOUT IS MENT TO BE IN A POSSITIVE WAY . I AM POSSITIVE AND VERY HOPE FULL THAT WHEN I AM FINALLY AT THE POINT OF VISUAL RECOVERY I CAN SEE CLEARLY AGAIN . THIS IS STILL MY HOPE . WHNE I WENT TO WEST VIRGINIA FOR MY MICRO ACUPUNCTURE NEEDLE TREATMENTS BACK ON APRIL 22, 2013 I NEVER THOUGHT THAT I WOULD BE GOING THRU SUCH A ” 24 / 7 , DAY AND NIGHT MARE ” . I HAVE BEEN AFRAID OF THE OUT COME OF WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME , AND WHAT HAS , AND IS HAPPENED TO MY GOOD EYE , MY SEEING EYE , MY LEFT EYE EVER SINCE I HAVE RETURNED HOME FROM MY MICRO ACUPUNCTURE NEEDLE TREATMENTS . IT HAS BEEN A VERY UNEASY FEELING FOR ME FROM DAY TO DAY, AND NIGHT TO NIGHT TO SEE ALL THE UNUSUAL CHANGES HAPPENING TO MY LEFT EYE, MY GOOD EYE, MY SEEING EYE .

MY BRAIN IS CONFUSED ABOUT WHAT TO DO NEXT !!! I BELIEVE THAT MY BRAIN CELLS THAT CONTROL THE MAKING OF THE IMAGES SENT TO MY EYE ARE VERY CONFUSED TO SEE THAT MY LEFT EYE IS MAKING A RECOVERY OF MY FAILING EYE SIGHT. I BELIEVE THAT MY BRAIN BEING SO USE TO MY FAILING EYE SIGHT THAT MY BRAIN IS NOT READILY ACCEPTING ALL THESE POSITIVE CHANGES HAPPENING TO MY LEFT EYE . MY BRAIN AND THE CELLS THAT CONTROL MAKING THE IMAGES SENT TO MY LEFT EYE CAN NOT UNDER STAND WHY THIS IS HAPPENING . I FEEL THAT BECAUSE MY RIGHT EYE IS “BLIND” IT IS CAUSING THE IMBALANCE , NEGATIVE , RE-ACTION BY MY BRAIN AND THE BRAIN CELLS THAT CONTROL THE IMAGES SENT TO MY LEFT EYE MY GOOD EYE .

THERE IS NO BALANCE , NO DEPTH PERCEPTION , NO FOCUS BETWEEN BOTH EYES , ONE EYE HAS AN IMAGE , THE “BLIND EYE HAS NO IMAGE TO SEND TO MY BRAIN AND MY BRAIN CELLS , MY RIGHT EYE’S RETINA IS ALSO DETACHED . IT IS A 24 / 7 , DAY AND NIGHT MARE TO SEE WHAT IS HAPPENING WITH MY LEFT EYE , MY SEEING EYE . I SEE BLANK IMAGES WITH A MILKY WHITE BACK GROUND WITH RAINBOW DOTS ( PIXELS ) BUT NO PICTURE ( IMAGE ) AT ALL . I SEE A LOT OF FLOATERS , RED ( SCARLET ) LIKE BLOBS OF PUFFY CLOUD LOOKING BLOOD CLOTS ?? I SEE BLURRED IMAGES . OUT OF FOCUS IMAGES . DIMING LIGHTS , SOME TIMES I GO OUT SIDE AND I HAVE TO LOOK FOR MY SHADOW , BECAUSE I CAN NOT TELL IF THE SUN IS OUT , AND THE SUN IS SHINING BRIGHTLY . I WALK INSIDE ON THOSE DIM DAYS FROM THE SUN LIGHT , AND I CAN NOT SEE FOR A LONG TIME BECAUSE MY LEFT EYE CAN NOT ADJUST TO THE CHANGE IN LIGHT FAST ENOUGH . MY LEFT EYE’S SIGHT BEING SO DIM I HAVE TO BE CAREFUL THAT I DO NOT WALK INTO SOME THING IN FRONT OF ME . IT IS A “DIM MARE” OF SIGHT.

I HAVE SEEN SOME IMPROVEMENTS IN MY LEFT EYE’S SIGHT . FROM MAY 17 , UNTIL MAY 31 , 2013 , HAS BEEN THE WORSE . THE THINGS I AM SEEING FROM MY LEFT EYE ARE GETTING SCARY , AND ARE MAKING MY FEEL THAT SOME THING IS GOING WRONG WITH MY EYE SIGHT BECAUSE OF ALL THE SEVENTY ( 70 ) YEARS OF MY SEEING LIFE I HAVE BEEN TOLD THERE IS NO HOPE , NO CURE , NO WAY THAT ANY THING CAN BE DONE TO REVERSE THE DAMAGE DONE TO BOTH MY EYES . I AM NOT SURE OF WHAT I WILL SEE FROM DAY TO DAY. ALL MY IMAGES ARE NOT COMPLETE , BLURRY , OUT OF FOCUS , UNUSUAL , STRANGE , AND DIFFICULT FOR MY BRAIN TO ACCEPT OR FOR MY BRAIN CELLS , THAT HAVE BEEN DOOR MATE FOR SO LONG , TO MAKE THESE IMAGES I SEE COME BACK TO MY EYE COMPLETE . I AM HOPING THAT ALL THAT I CAN SEE IS ALL GOING IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION . THAT MY BRAIN , MY BRAIN CELLS , MY OPTIC NERVE , AND MY LEFT EYE ARE ALL SEEING THINGS AS THEY ARE , AND WILL BE , AND MOST IMPOTENT TRYING TO RE-BUILD MY FAILING EYE SIGHT . I WANT EVERY ONE TO KNOW THAT EVEN THOUGH I AM AFRAID OF WHAT I AM SEEING HAPPEN TO MY EYE SIGHT I WILL CONTINUE TO BE POSITIVE , TO HOPE FOR THE BEST . CONTINUE TO KEEP ME IN YOUR THOUGHTS.

EVER SINCE I WAS A LITTLE BOY MY EYE SIGHT HAS BEEN POOR . I BELIEVE THAT THE MICRO ACUPUNCTURE NEEDLE TREATMENTS ARE NOW MY ONLY HOPE . TO DOCTOR PER OTTE ( OTTA ) THANK YOU FOR TAKING THE TIME TO FIND A WAY TO HELP ALL OF US WHO HAVE BEEN WRITTEN OFF AS INCURABLE BY CONVENTIONAL EYE DOCTORS . TO RHONDA , AND HEATHER , THANK YOU FOR YOUR KIND WORDS , AND YOUR PROFESSIONAL GUIDANCE . I HAVE NOT GIVEN UP . I STILL HAVE HOPE OF SEEING CLEARLY AGAIN SOON , WITH OUT FEAR . I HAVE AND CAN SEE IMPROVEMENTS IN MY LEFT EYES SEEING ABILITY . MY TYPING THIS E-MAIL IS PROOF OR THAT . AS I WALK THRU MY TUNNEL OF DARKNESS , I KNOW THERE WILL BE A CLEAR PATH WITH LIGHT AT THE END OF THAT TUNNEL OF DARKNESS . YOU ALL CONTINUE TO TAKE CARE OF US WHO NEED YOU . PLEASE REPLY SO I KNOW YOU RECEIVED MY E-MAIL . WITH ALL MY LOVE , JOHN MAHONEY .

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